Happy Valen---WHAT??

For anybody that doesn't know I really don't like Valentine's Day. I never really have and probably never will. I don't understand why there has to be only one day dedicated to telling somebody you love them. If you love them it shouldn't just be one day!! Now that everybody knows, I am going to spend the rest of this "Lovers Day" by doing homework, a run and watching a movie with my husband! Love You All!! --HAHA

CARSON'S 2!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Yesterday was Carson's birthday. It was so much fun. I decided to do something that I don't usually do, and make his cake. I was so nervous that it wouldn't turn out right. To my very great surprise it turned out GREAT!!! Carson and Mak LOVED it, and everybody said it was really cute.

He had fun opening his presents and Mak was even able to help without fighting. He dot a lot of cute toys, books, and clothes. He had a cute reaction to all of his presents, and sweetly said "Thank You" to everybody after he opened them. I love that both of my boys are getting old enough to open their own stuff, and actually have manners.

It kind of makes me sad, now both of my babies are getting older. Once Carson is out of diapers, i will really be sad...well in a way. I wont be sad to never have to buy diapers again, but they wont be little anymore. :( <--- That is my sad face! Anyways, here are the pictures for his birthday!

YEAH...GO ME!!!

FEBRUARY!!!

It is finally February. This is so great, it means one month down for this semester. This also means that next week my little baby will be 2---that's right 2!!! I can't believe it already has been this long. Time flies. It is very discouraging to me that I will be spending the best years of my children's lives in school. This is not something I really want to do, but because of things we have decided that it is the time to go and just finish. At first I was very excited to go back to school, but now I am finding it very hard. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that they probably wont remember any of this. It is hard to have my children cry and be mean to me cause I am never home.

This whole experience so far (and I am so not near being done) has made me realize that the time I do have with them is so very precious...also making it hard to do homework. Every minute I had with these wonderful silly boys is the best minute ever! I absolutely LOVE being a mom. No matter how things had to start out for any of this to happen I wouldn't change it for anything, our past is what makes us today. I am so so glad I have family to help and a wonderful husband to help me through this. Thank you everyone!