It is finally February. This is so great, it means one month down for this semester. This also means that next week my little baby will be 2---that's right 2!!! I can't believe it already has been this long. Time flies. It is very discouraging to me that I will be spending the best years of my children's lives in school. This is not something I really want to do, but because of things we have decided that it is the time to go and just finish. At first I was very excited to go back to school, but now I am finding it very hard. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that they probably wont remember any of this. It is hard to have my children cry and be mean to me cause I am never home.
This whole experience so far (and I am so not near being done) has made me realize that the time I do have with them is so very precious...also making it hard to do homework. Every minute I had with these wonderful silly boys is the best minute ever! I absolutely LOVE being a mom. No matter how things had to start out for any of this to happen I wouldn't change it for anything, our past is what makes us today. I am so so glad I have family to help and a wonderful husband to help me through this. Thank you everyone!
Hang in there kid. We all love you so much. This is amazing what you are doing, it will be great for your future. And as hard as it may seem at this time, once the kids get into outside activities ( sports etc. ) it will really get hectic. We are very proud of you.
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